Why do you have to have such a big impact in my life for? My feelings.. you don’t even take it into consideration. Just because I’m keeping quiet, doesn’t mean I’m not hurting inside. I just want this pain to go away. I don’t want to have any more feelings for you. Why can’t you just leave me like the rest.. That would make it so much easier for the both of us.
Like now I’m questioning myself, should I just walk away or stay.. If I walk away, I’d lose you. But if I stay, I’m hurting inside. I’m not winning on either side. Can’t you see I’m hurting..